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Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Today has been another day of sadness. It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I just don't understand how I feel so much sadness for the loss of my marriage and she does not show any sign of sadness. How can this be? Maybe I am wrong and I should feel nothing also. Maybe I should be cold and happy to be free, but I am not.
I just don't know how to be happy again.

Sunday, February 22, 2015

The Hard Question

Catherine moved out and bought a house, that is the cut and dry of it. The hard question that I need answered is this "how do I get over her"? I find it overbearing to think about and my emotions are overloaded with input from every possible direction. I will always love Catherine in some way. Right now she is still such a part of my psyche that I am surviving as a split man. She has been my everything for so many years and now nothing! I could write all night, but it would not answer the question at hand.
I am told that time will help heal my broken heart, that may be true, but for now this hurts immeasurably.

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Rainy days are here again.

We all come up with quip sayings to compare our troubles to nature. I will assume that you follow that short statement and save me the time it would take to explain. Right now in my life, rainy days are here again.
I do not and can not even pretend to understand the mind of God. The reasons that life works the way it does is and always has been a mystery.
I know that God always works things for His will and that is always for our ultimate best. I usually get in my own way and it seems in His. I know that I can't change God's plans by my actions, but I do know that I can make things worse.
My prayer for today is I don't!

Thursday, July 3, 2014

4th of July

Tomorrow is Independence Day for our country. It is also the 15th anniversary for Catherine and I (started dating). I plan on taking the kids to watch the fireworks. Hopefully it is not too hot. 

Last game

Brianna's last game of the season. 

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

NC Gun Laws

Friday, December 27, 2013

A winter warm up